.::Burnt Pages::.

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I hate Halloween. Because It's the only time of the year when I couldn't stay up late. Even if I am doing something important. I had to sleep early to avoid watching "haloween-equppied" television shows. But because my sister likes watching them even if they scare her to death, I had to bear with it. Aw...The poor kid will cry. They're absolutely stupid. I don't mind the paranormal but t.v. channels really overdo it (*coughabscbncough*). They should try something new. I'm not amused.

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I finally got myself out of the indecision whether to RP (roleplay) again or not. I gave in XD! I'm playing CLAMP's little dove, Kobato, at Kiseki RPG! There are still lots of available characters there so if you're interested why don't you join us?! (Kobato-chan needs company, too!).

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Haha... walang magawa:

Usapan namin ng aking bagong ampon... ANAK~!

Christmaelyn: if we don't pass the apc thing, then what?
Czaren: mag-te-take din ako sa st. benilde ^^
Czaren: just in case
Czaren: we will pass!
Christmaelyn: or maybe let's just try and try.
Christmaelyn: or leave the country
Christmaelyn: or be emo
Christmaelyn: scratch that
Christmaelyn: blah.
Christmaelyn: emo laslas pulso.
Czaren: WAG!
Czaren: lalo taung walang kinabukasan kapag ganyan
Czaren: ANAK, WAG~! (huh?)
Christmaelyn: huh???
Christmaelyn: PERO INAY!
Czaren: WAG~!
Czaren: (foetsa! Dapat i-blog ang usapan na to~~~~!
Czaren: PAANO NA LANG ANG KIANBUKASAN MO>!
Christmaelyn: PAANO NAMAN ANG KALIGAYAHAN KO? PAANO NA.. PAANO NA SI BOGART!?

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[November 6, 2008]

Walong oras akong naka-tanga kahapon kasi 'di ko magawa yung dapat kong gawin dahil walang internet. Bored ako at walang magawa. Lahat nung gusto kong basahin, nabasa ko na. Bad trip =A=.

Naghalughog ko dun sa screenie folder ng Flyff. Hohoho.




Assist ko nung Billposter quest. Tsk, nagpalit na sya dyan ng hairstyls pero kamukha nya dati yung NPC na katabi nya.





tinatamad akong magpa-level nung araw na 'to. Mapapansin nyo rin nah yung NPC suit yung suot nung BP ko. Tamad akong bumili ng sets. OVERPRICING sa flyff!





Hoho, Niel! Nakakuha ako nung screenie nung araw na yun! XDDD Gusto ko sana suot nya yung snowman kasi astig eh. Nagpalit ng suit. =A= ero dahil sa suot nya napaghahalataan kung ano level nya. XDDD

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[November 7, 2008]

=A= Oh... I skipped Chapitre 203. Haha. I did it on purpose 'coz I don't feel like ruining the KuroFay scenes XD and that chapter's cute despite the depressing aura. ^.~

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Chapitre 201: Wishes upon wishes

Cover: KuroFay. Oooooh! I missed Fay's short hair <3.

Page 1-2: I love how CLAMP made it seem like Yuuko and FWR were talking. Hohoho... we're approching the climax!

Page 3: One thing I noticed: =A= They still refuse to draw Sakura-mama and Syaoran-papa.

Page 4: WataSyao emoness. Tsubasa and xxxHolic is the epitome of emo kids.

Page 5-6: Aaaaand~! Project XD! I HAVE to color this page.

Page 7:

            I suddenly remembered Syaoran's face when he hugged the kid 7 months back.

Page 8: Oh isn't this the par where child!Syaoran was supposed to reach for that hand? I was right. Syaoran wanted to rewind the time so that he could grab that damn hand! =A=

Page 9: real!Syaoran has the same birthday as Sakura. The fangirl in me is squealing! And Sakura-mama gave birth to real!Syaoran during her birthday... I find it cute <3.

Trivia: April 1 is also CLAMP's birthday. That's triple cute!

Page 10: This page is EPIC WIN! Both clone! && real! Sakura are adorable in this page. Another page I have to color!

Page 11:

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Spiritual birthday ko is: JULY 4, 2008 [WILDSONS]

Oh, I got this from Patrick. Na-encounter ko na sya dati. Nawala lang sa mail ko. Be inspired!

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy speaks to his Class on the Problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY.
He asks one of his New Christian Students to stand and . . .

Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son ?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So you Believe in GOD ?
Student : Absolutely, sir.
Professor : Is GOD Good ?
Student : Sure.
Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL ?
Student : Yes.
Professor : My Brother died of Cancer even though he Prayed to GOD to Heal him.
Most of us would attempt to help others who are ill.
But GOD didn't.
How is this GOD good then? Hmm?

( Student is silent )
Professor : You can't answer, can you ?
Let's start again, Young Fella.
Is GOD Good?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Is Satan good ?
Student : No.
Professor : Where does Satan come from ?
Student : From . . . GOD . . .
Professor : That's right.
Tell me son, is there evil in this World?
Student : Yes.
Professor : Evil is everywhere, isn't it ?
And GOD did make everything. Correct?
Student : Yes.
Professor : So who created evil ?

(Student does not answer)

Professor : Is there Sickness? Immorality? Hatred? Ugliness?
All these terrible things exist in the World, don't they?
Student : Yes, sir.
Professor : So, who Created them ?
( Student has no answer )
Professor : Science says you have 5 Senses you use to Identify and Observe the World around you.
Tell me, son . . . Have you ever Seen GOD?
Student : No, sir.
Professor : Tell us if you have ever Heard your GOD?
Student : No , sir.
Professor : Have you ever Felt your GOD, Tasted your GOD, Smelt your GOD?
Have you ever had any Sensory Perception of GOD for that matter?
Student : No, sir. I'm afraid I haven't.
Professor : Yet you still Believe in HIM?
Student : Yes.
Professor : According to Empirical, Testable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says your GOD doesn't exist.
What do you say to that, son?
Student : Nothing. I only have my Faith.
Professor : Yes, Faith. And that is the Problem Science has.
Student : Professor, is there such a thing as Heat?
Professor : Yes.
Student : And is there such a thing as Cold?
Professor : Yes.
Student : No sir. There isn't.

( The Lecture Theatre becomes very quiet with this turn of events )

Student : Sir, you can have Lots of Heat, even More Heat, Superheat, Mega Heat, White Heat,
a Little Heat or No Heat.
But we don't have anything called Cold.
We can hit 458 Degrees below Zero which is No Heat, but we can't go any further after that.
There is no such thing as Cold.
Cold is only a Word we use to describe the Absence of Heat.
We cannot Measure Cold.
Heat is Energy.
Cold is Not the Opposite of Heat, sir, just the Absence of it.

( There is Pin - Drop Silence in the Lecture Theatre )
Student : What about Darkness, Professor? Is there such a thing as Darkness?
Professor : Yes. What is Night if there isn't Darkness?
Student : You're wrong again, sir.
Darkness is the Absence of Something…
You can have Low Light, Normal Light, Bright Light, Flashing Light . . .
But if you have No Light constantly, you have nothing and its called Darkness, isn't it?
In reality, Darkness isn't.
If it is, were you would be able to make Darkness Darker, wouldn't you?
Professor : So what is the point you are making, Young Man ?
Student : Sir, my point is your Philosophical Premise is flawed.
Professor : Flawed ? Can you explain how?
Student : Sir, you are working on the Premise of Duality.
You argue there is Life and then there is Death, a Good GOD and a Bad GOD.
You are viewing the Concept of GOD as something finite, something we can measure.
Sir, Science can't even explain a Thought.
It uses Electricity and Magnetism, but has never seen, much less fully understood either one.
To view Death as the Opposite of Life is to be ignorant of the fact that
Death cannot exist as a Substantive Thing.
Death is Not the Opposite of Life: just the Absence of it.
Now tell me, Professor, do you teach your Students that they evolved from a Monkey?
Professor : If you are referring to the Natural Evolutionary Process, yes, of course, I do.
Student : Have you ever observed Evolution with your own eyes, sir?

( The Professor shakes his head with a Smile, beginning to realize where the Argument is going )

Student : Since no one has ever observed the Process of Evolution at work and
Cannot even prove that this Process is an On - Going Endeavor,
Are you not teaching your Opinion, sir?
Are you not a Scientist but a Preacher?

( The Class is in Uproar )

Student : Is there anyone in the Class who has ever seen the Professor's Brain?

( The Class breaks out into Laughter )

Student : Is there anyone here who has ever heard the Professor's Brain, Felt it, touched or Smelt it? . . .
No one appears to have done so.
So, according to the Established Rules of Empirical, Stable, Demonstrable Protocol, Science says that
You have No Brain, sir.
With all due respect, sir, how do we then Trust your Lectures, sir?

(The Room is Silent. The Professor stares at the Student, his face unfathomable)

Professor : I guess you'll have to take them on Faith, son.
Student : That is it sir . . .

The Link between Man & GOD is FAITH.
That is all that Keeps Things Moving & Alive.

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Your Score Summary

Overall, you scored as follows:

91% scored higher (more stupid),
2% scored the same, and
7% scored lower (less stupid).

You are 7% stupid. This means...

You are our next Einstein. Wow! Keep up the great thinking.

Notes:
[1] Special thanks to Patrick for sharing this quiz.
[2] Brace yourselves. Magugunaw na ang mundo.

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1.) What's the age difference between you and your eldest sibling?
**12
2) Do you believe that there's always room in your heart for your first true love?
**no.
3)Do you think your last ex deserves to die?
**...
4) Why did you hug the last person you hugged?
**last october 30 :)
5)Do you have unlimited texting?
**wala na
6) Do you have trust issues?
**yes.
7) Where will you be tonight?
**dreamland
8) Who are you texting?
**may load ako??
9) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
**yes
12) Are you mean?
**depends on my mood
13)Who do you trust the most in your life?
**my family.
14) Do you have a bank account?
**ou
15) Would you change your name?
**no
16) What is your zodiac sign?
**gemini
17) If the person who hurt you the most in your life apologized and told you they loved you what would you do?
**...

18) Last time you had a yummy chocolate ice cream?
**birthday nung kuya ko.
19) Do you feel like you're a good person?
**minsan... :)
21) Do you like to have long hair or short hair?
**short... ang init eh
22) What about on the opposite sex?
**huh?
23) Do you like french fries?
**yeh.
24) When is the next time you're going away?
**out of town?? ewan
25) When's your birthday?
** 7 months ago
27) Do you like to work with little kids?
**haha
28) Where are you siblings?
**eldest nasa malaysia, yung youngest kapatid ko kasalukuyang nagpapakulay ng bahay kapag nagwawala sya
29.) your friends?
**house... lalo na si CESS? NAKOW! Hindi pwede umuwi yan ng gabi!
30) Do you love them?
**xempre!
31) What do you miss most about your past?
**childhood
32)When is the last time someone of the opposite sex gave you a hug?
**err...
33)What's your favorite movie?
**5 centimeters per Second
34) What do you carry with you at all times?
**hanky & purse & bible
35)Who is the last person of the opposite sex that made you smile?
**hum... nakalimutan ko

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Long time no blog! Sana naman mahaba yung ma-post ko ngayon kasi random thoughts yung ilalagay ko ngayon. ~~/o/ Weee~! I'm so awesome!

sparkly text cuz I'm awesome. lol

Wala lang~! Trip ko lang i-share yung mga basura sa desktop ko.


Recycle Bin: Akala mo ba buburahin ko yan dahil marami na? Nagkakamali ka! XD Siguro kapag maliit na yung scrollbar baka sipagin ako :3

100 icons: ... sa loob ng isang araw. XD. Ayan... masipag ako sa lagay na yan. Ang saya naman. Icons for my RP (roleplay) character, Presea (MKR - may nakakaalala pa ba ng series na 'to? XD Proud na akong sabihin na kabisado ko pa yung tagalog opening nya. Ohohohoho.)

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Birthday ni Mommi last week. Haha. Pinadalhan uli sya ni Daddi ng white roses (20 ata yun?). X3. Syempre dapat may picture ako (nung roses... =A=):

Ah... tabingi nga pala yung kuha ko. Kayo na lang bahalang mag-tilt ng mga ulo nyo.

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Friday that week, umuwi si Kuya para dalawin si Lolo na bed-ridden na *sniff* Tapos before sya umalis, 'niluto" nya yung popcorn na di-microwave. At dahil excited, yung temperature, nilagay nya sa "high" at mga 5 mins yung timer. Ayun... nangamoy yung sunog na popcorn hanggang dun sa tindahan ni Aling Mila (3 bahay yung layo mula dun sa bahay namin.) according dun sa kasambahay namin.

Lesson: Hindi marunong magluto si kuya ng mga di-microwave na food.

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[orz] Dahil PMA (Pahinga Muna, Anak: Oh, ha~! May natutunan na naman kayo sa akin, mga bata! lol) ako for two months, tumulong ako dun sa Variety show nila (ako yung gumawa nung matrabahong presentation tsaka nag-provide ng dubbing equipment sa cast ng Joseph the Dreamer... erm... mali ata... Jacob and Sons ata yung title?).

NOTE: May galit kay Jihad yung sound editor kasi kapag sya yung pumipindot nagloloko. =3= *pout yan...* Choosy, no?!

Yung mga anak ni Jacob =A=. According sa mga nakikinig nung recorded voices nila, kaboses ni Mark Bailey si Jolo (tama ba spelling ko ng mga pangalan nyo?). Lol


Hindi ko mawari kung ano yung hawak ni Jihad.

Epal lang sa dubbing si Sir. Hahahaha. Nakakahiya daw yung ginawa nya yung Variety Show. Tatawa na lang ako.

Erm... 'Di ko pa na-u-upload yung video ko ng variety show. Maliban sa mga sintunadong kumanta at mga taong pa-extra-extra sa pag-akyat sa stage dahil sa kakulangan ng microphone, maayos naman sya. Astig yung Kim Sam Soon parody nila Kaye (hahaha~! Sabog!), yung Joseph the Dreamer (assuming na yan yung title) tsaka yung IyoTube parody nila.

PS: nagdududa na ako sa kasarian nung mga kasama sa IyoTube scene. =A= Lolz.

PS2: tinatamad akong mag-english. Next time na lang yung pampa-nosebleed. Kinukulang ako sa creative juices ngayon.

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I'm back in my first fandom~! 

*sniff* It's been years since I opened my cd case containing all the episodes of Mahou Kishi Rayearth. I had to admit that I really missed my very first anime fandom (1996? =3= four years old~!). What made me re-watch the series again (not to mention re-read the manga)? Presea~

:3 She's not actually my favorite character from the series (Hikaru's the fav) but because of my randomness, I decided to pick her up in a roleplay site I joined. A-and I have to re-read the series again to get in-character. You have my profuse thanks, Creator-san~!

Erm... speaking of being a creator (in my case, an artist :P), I think i'm starting to lose my touch (oh noes!), people. Lately, my brain deprived me of creative juices necessary to pump up my artistic sense. Poor me~ Somehow, I missed the people who called be a sadist because of my drawings. Well, I couldn't blame them though! Some of my drawings could use titles like: A Woman Impaled, Let Me Eat You, Dudukutin Ko Ang Mata Mo, Dinukot Ko Ang Mata Mo, Kakainin Ko Ang... <ugh! This is getting morbid. I'll stop now>. I think I may have to start reading novels again for my poor brain to produce some (creative juices, I mean). This is quite depressing considering that I found a tablet that will act as the temporary replacement for my dog-bitten Wacom tablet. Curse you, dog! I find you cute but using my tablet as a chew toy is another thing.

Maybe I should also blame stress? 'Cause this week's been a very hectic one. I had to go back to UPM everyday just so I could finish the university and student clearance. It's fine, though, since I have nothing better to do at home. I'm glad that there's progress with the signatures this week. I think I'll be able to finish it within this week? I hope so. I really hope so!

Aaaaaand~! I'm actually looking forward to the enrollment week for my new school not to mention the start of the semester. Maybe it's because this time, I'm doing something that I really want... I'm doing something not against my wishes. People from my block asked me if I'll regret my decision. I simply answered them "No" without seecond thoughts. I admit, people, I failed not one but two of my subjects but somehow, I didn't feel any sort of... uhm... what do you call this? Let's say I'm feeling sad and disappointed but other than that, I'm not feeling anything. My bluntness, maybe? But I think the reason is because its a lesson ought to teach me how imperfect I am as well as my world. I'm still human afterall. Honestly, I'm thanking God for the failing marks I got. It's been 8 years since I last experienced failure in my life. Everything that has happened to me prior to this 'event' can be considered as a blessing. I'm guessing that he made me experience failure again because He thinks that its wee time to remind that I'm still human and that I can never overcome these diffuculties without Him (Hey! I came back to His arms July 4, 2008!). Assuming that I didn't accept Him again in my life when we were asked to do so, I would've cried over my failing marks. But I accepted Him and I was able to stand tall against the tempest. I'm glad, thankful and rejoicing for that. and if I didn't, maybe it's one of the reasons why I want to shift to another course not another school though (I told myself that once my freshman year is over, I'll shift to Linguistics. Heh... sorry, God has other plans for me). But it's not and I can say with a smiling face that here is the main reason. Thanks for the light tap, God. I'll keep your message in mind :)

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KAILANGAN KO NG ISANG REAM NG BOND PAPER NGAYON~!

Kung kelan naman bumabalik yung pagiging malikhain ko saka naman naubusan ng papel dito sa bahay. Choosy ako. Gusto ko bond paper ang pagguguhitan ko [arte, eh, nuh?!]. Kasalanan na naman 'to ng magaling kong kapatid [=3=]. Dahil sa kanya nauubusan kami ng office supplies dito sa bahay [orz]... linggo-linggo [maliban sa bond paper... 80% nun ako ang gumagamit... lol]

[pffft] Nagkaroon na rin pala ako ng temporary replacement para dun sa tablet ko na nginatngat ng cute na aso nung tita ko [gawin bang chew toy?!]. Dahil todo tipid ako, kinagat ko na yung 1, 580 kahit alam ko yung 60% risk na masisira sya nang wala pa akong ginagawa, 10% risk na mababagsak sya [kasalanan ko] at 30% risk na gagawin sya uling chew toy nung mabait na aso. Ay ang saya.

Anyway, sinubukan ko syang gamitin. Maayos naman pero walang panama dun sa lumang tablet ko [pffft]. Heto yung resulta... galing <3

Dahil tinatamad ako, 'Di ko sya kukulayan. Kasi tinatamad nga ako [wag kang makulit].

Kung sino ka mang mapapadaan dito, bigyan muh naman ako ng 1-word title para sa kanya. PLEASE~?

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Wala... maligay alang ako. Sign itetch~!

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Another one coz I'm bored!

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I really really love you CLAMP T.T. When that Fortune Teller Obaa-chan said this:

FortuneTeller: Is Kimihiro-kun there?
Yuuko: No, he's out just at the moment.
FortuneTeller: There was something I wanted to let him know. You remember back when you first brought him to me, to have his fortune told...
Flashback!FortuneTeller: Don't you worry. Your parents have passed on just fine.

FortuneTeller: I saw that his parents were no longer in this world, thanks to some sort of grave event...So I told him that they had passed on. But when he came to visit me this last time... I realised that I was mistaken. Kimihiro-kun's parents may not be in this world, but they still LIVE, in another place.


Yuuko: ...Indeed. They are still waiting for their children. Believing in the two of them, all this time. So you wanted to tell this to Watanuki?
FortuneTeller: That was my intention, but I feel that my failure to reach him is a sign. It means that he need not be told of this just yet.

If my understanding of this conversation is correct, Syaoran-papa and Sakura-mama may not be dead contrary to what we've all been assuming up to this point. they might just be living in a separate dimension or maybe in a place created by Sakura-mama's power... or whatever. I DIDN'T expect that part. AND SOOOOO I'M HAPPY THEY'RE NOT DEAD. Weee~! I love you CLAMP! I love you !

I'm still trying to decipher what "Chou no yume" (Butterfly's dream) means in relation to the events happening in HoriTsuba. I bet this is one of CLAMP's surprises again. :3 HoriTsuba may end next year.

BTW, I loved the cover and the page where Yuuko and Haruka was talking about the Chou no Yume thing. Hey... wait.... isn't that butterfly flying the same way as the butterfly in the chapter where Yuuko tries to discover where FWR's lair is? Fishy.

 
 

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OMG Kobato, you're sooo cute <3 ILU! anyway, I heard that there's this special - happy -  announcement that CLAMP will make on the release of the said series' third volume. I wonder what that is. I also heard from a friend that in a certain bookstore, they're giving away fliers that says:

What's the ●●●?? This is making me feel giddy somehow. The "anime" may easily fit the blank spaces but "OAD" may also fit. Either way, I'm going to jump for joy. I want to see adorable Kobato animated. <3 I'm going to love you more, CLAMP, if that happens (Anyway, I love those four women already... :3).

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I soooooo love this series! I think I stopped watching the anime version before Brook's flashback on Laboon aired. I did continue reading the manga though! No other series has ever made me laugh and cry at the same time aside from this. One Piece is EPIC!

Anyway, I would like to share this panel from the latest chapter of the said manga:

LOL, Oda. Ahaha. This part made me fall off my seat while I was reading the current chapter. No, it's not what you're thinking. This panel is just a part of Hancock's daydream about Luffy. Ahahaha! orz... whenever I see this panel, it reminded me how heated the debate was about three weeks ago about the spoiler posted on the net saying that Hancock fell in love with Luffy. A lot of those people who joined the conversation said that it's not Oda's style and everything. My stand? It's Oda's style to surprise us. And when the chappy came out.... LOL.... XDDD Really, Oda, you're amazing. XD Now, the whole lot's debating whether Hancock will be their new nakama or not (because of Hancock acquiring the "Love Sickness" and also this line: "...the previous Kuja Empresses died because they tried to suppress their feelings.") :3 Geez... online communities... >3>

Oh, I also decided  to watch the One Piece episodes I missed. And when I reached Episode 377 and when the opening kicked in... F*CK! Parang bakla yung kanta! NOTE: The "new" opening is a remix of the one Piece first opening song, We Are. But still >3> Parang bakla talaga. that's just my first impression, though. I guess I somehow got used to the song... not to mention that I loved the animation for the opening billboard. Want to hearwatch it? Here it is:

 

I'm gonna go watch Jigoku Shoujo Mitsuganae now... :3

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asfnaskjfknasvnanaskgvnknvkasjn~! I swear! I didn't do anything!

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Your hidden talent is writing Your hidden talent is writing.  You have a unique way of viewing the world and are able to express your thoughts eloquently on the page.  Some people might think that you are weird, but you are just the next Pulitzer prize winner. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Yeah, I'm trying... I just don't have the initiative. [=3=]